If You Stand For Nothing – LeadLUU and The Importance of Your Vote

If you stand for nothing…

My name is Colina Wright and I am currently working as a HE Consultant with Leeds University Union. I’m leading two projects: LeadLUU, the annual process in which the student leadership for the following year is elected, and LUU Everywhere, a project that attempts to bring Union services to the students, regardless of where they are studying.

I describe myself as a woman who is black as opposed to a black woman, because although English grammar would suggest that the adjective is placed in front of the noun, to me it is more important that individuals are able to define who they believe themselves to be, and what is most important about their identity.

I wanted to share some thoughts about the importance of your voice… I recall a friend asking me “if I could travel to ANY time, past or present, when might I choose?”. I thought about this, and suggested a little earlier in my own lifetime- which was obviously not the right answer because it lead to conversations about fragmenting the time-space continuum. What I thought was interesting about this discussion was a sense of privilege. My male white (Professor) friend couldn’t understand why, as a black woman, going back in time might not be the same adventure for the two of us.

I considered the Suffragettes and Rosa Parks to be amongst my role models (along with others including my mum!) It wasn’t that long ago that being black and / or being a woman meant my voice was not legitimate within society. I often reflect on how differently my life might have been without the actions of others fighting for the voiceless, securing my right to speak. I am proud to stand on the shoulders of those that came before me and consequently I always participate in national elections, the option of spoiling my ballot paper is required is still better than being silenced by not having access to a paper to spoil. I intend to continue fighting to ensure fair representation for others, including my mixed-race children.

I want to ensure that students at the University of Leeds know they have an opportunity to be heard. There are several ways- the National Student survey (for finalists), module feedback, your Student Reps … and contributing to the LeadLUU elections… 

I have worked within Students’ Unions since graduating back in 2002. I was an officer at Sheffield Hallam, genuinely attributing my journey to my involvement in the Students’ Union. I didn’t know what the upper floor of the then Nelson Mandela Building contained, I just used the building as a shortcut to get through to university. I became involved with a project that considered breaking the cycle for young girls from a deprived area of Sheffield, encouraging them to consider further and higher education as viable options for them. Saying it was life-changing is not an exaggeration, for me at least. It started my journey within the student movement, it was my Students’ Union experience that got me through university, and I became an Officer … sadly not the Women’s Officer as I’d intended, but the Multicultural and International Students’ Officer. My career then progressed through various FE and HE union staff positions, eventually leading me to De Montfort University in Leicester. I progressed through membership services roles to become the Head of Membership Services, whilst undertaking an MBA. I left DSU to become the CEO at both the University of Sunderland and the Union of Students, Derby, then becoming a HE Consultant, working with SU at the University of the Highlands and Islands and Heriot-Watt Students’ Union (Edinburgh) and finally arriving here at Leeds, supporting the elections.

What I was passionate about within each role was being student-led and realising the impact that the student voice could have.

I LOVE the elections, I enjoy watching students become candidates and develop skills through campaigning. I revel in watching them convey their passion to students, encouraging students to vote for them. Whilst not everyone can be a winner, it is such an achievement to put themselves out there and to stand up for what they believe in. 

My plea is for you to take a few minutes out of your busy schedule and support these candidates who are trying to make a difference to the student experience, for you and the other 40,000 students. Please spend some time listening to the candidates to talk what they’d like to do if successful and convert that into voting- the aims of all the candidates will be available online.

You might think I’m leaving this year so it doesn’t make a difference, but for me at least, it’s about having a continued sense of pride in what your university and, by extension, your students’, does. And if you’re sticking around for the next year at least, these individuals will become your representative for the coming year so it makes sense for them to reflect your views as closely as possible… and if they don’t, there’s the option to re-open the nominations. If you have questions please contact the Political Engagement Team at 

Voting takes place online at engage.luu.org.uk/election between Monday 17- Thursday 20 February. 

“If you stand for nothing, you’ll fall for anything”

Words by Colina Wright

Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross’ ‘Challengers’ soundtrack – A masterclass in the high-octane

Written and Edited by Erin Clark
Spoilers for the film ahead!


If you see me furiously typing on my beat-down laptop on Level 13 of Edward Boyle, you can
rest assured that I’m not crunching through my work because I have a master’s degree to
get, nononono… I have simply been sipping on the audio equivalent of approximately 6 red
bulls – the Challengers (2024) soundtrack.


Two sensational hours of Zendaya, Josh O’Connor and Mike Faist looking impossibly
attractive while throwing themselves around a tennis court may have presented quite the
challenge (get it?) for a potential film-scorer to match the energy of in post-production – a
hurdle that many a hypothetical producer may have faltered at, but this is all in a day’s work
for Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross. It is thanks to the famed duo that Luca Guadagnino’s
electric and sensual tennis epic Challengers is equal parts visually and audibly pleasing.
Although the duo are formidable genre-melting experts in their own rights outside the world
of film-scoring, through their work under the ‘Nine Inch Nails’ moniker, the Challengers
soundtrack highlights that the best examples of the duo’s work exist in the realm of the film
score. Scoring anything from high-octane Fincher epics such as The Social Network, (2010)
The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (2011) and Gone Girl (2014) to Bird Box (2018) and all the
way to animated Pixar efforts such as Soul; (2020) the duo have proved time and time again,
that they are far from a goth-metal-alternative-industrial-one-trick-pony. In fact, it is the
essence of their pre-existing ability to flippantly transcend ‘genre’ through their mainstream
musical efforts that gives them the upper hand when extending into the diversity of film-
scoring.


The opening self-titled track provides an audible introduction to the common ground on
which our three main characters meet, in a constant thumping beat that mimics each of the
three’s passions within the narrative – passion that Zendaya’s ‘Tashi’ possesses for a sport which she bases so much of her worth within; Faist’s ‘Art’ holds for gratification and
recognition at the hands of his wife Tashi; and O’Connor’s ‘Patrick’ maintains for his own
pride and self-sufficiency. Intermittent in nature, the soundtrack’s energy is employed as a
filmic undercurrent which effortlessly punctuates several integral scenes, action and dialogue
to match the energy of a match in stalemate, a lover lost in a tennis-fuelled identity milieu, or
tender moments shared between a young family. The familiar chugging thump becomes so
recognisably associated with narrative-altering happenings that when the soundtrack begins
prior to the reveal of a key event, the audience knows that shit is about to go down.


A personal favourite of mine is the relentless ‘Brutalizer,’ showcases some dazzling bass
and synth syncopation towards the end of its run – any listener can practically smell the post-
tennis-training, sun-bleached summer evenings that the characters are so well acquainted
with. A moment of respite from the high-octane thud comes in the form of the track ‘Lullaby,’
which soundtracks Tashi’s sincere moment of watching over her and Art’s resting daughter
and is an isolated synth interpretation of a traditional Welsh folk song entitled ‘A New Year
Carol’ to very appropriately mirror the dulcet tones that a parent would send their child to
sleep with. The track is appropriately mirrored later in the film – we are gifted a very literal
cover of the same folk song, covered by a talented children’s choir. The lamenting reprise of
the track comes at a pivotal point within the narrative wherein Tashi cheats on husband Art,
with his long-term friend and rival Patrick, prior to their climatic all-to-play-for match. The
soundscape that the chorus provides through soundtracking both the juxtaposing scenes of
a sleeping child with a very emotionally driven depiction of adultery links the two through
conflicting emotions that propel Tashi through the narrative – loss of a career, love for her
child, and the inevitable acceptance of a life that Tashi is ultimately not satisfied with.

As the credits roll, ‘Compress/Repress’ hammers in an epic homerun with a definitive
flourish – as the only track which showcases the vocal talent of Reznor, the lyrical content
which may seem to be a collection of unrelated and disjointed short sentences actually
points to the electric, yet ultimately doomed trifecta of Art, Patrick and Tashi, and the fact that
their convoluted and intertwined narrative perhaps exists in a purely physical and emotional
sphere which transcends comprehensive description. The lyric; “I am you, you are me,”
is particularly poignant in uniting these characters who we may view as inherently different,
ultimately suggesting that the trio are more alike than we perceive them to be. Challengers is
the tale of a truly doomed and destructive dynamic, a relentless and unflinching electric epic
which Reznor and Ross manage to match the pace, energy and passion of deftly.

This is Big Cinema: The Howlers in Interview

Written by Maddie Nash, Edited by Millie Cain.

Based in London and traversing a musical soundscape ranging from the Wild West
to the mod scene of the North, The Howlers are far from your average rock band.
After months of painstaking teasing, the release of their EP ‘I Need Your Love’ as a
prelude to their upcoming debut album ‘What You’ve Got to Lose to Win It All’ is
causing a storm of feverish anticipation. I sat down with the self-professed desert
rockers to discuss their explosive new album, genre-bending style and how their
unique bond as a band influences their music.

It’s lovely to meet you, this is very exciting stuff so thanks for sitting down to
talk to us. One of the main things I want to talk to you about is you’ve had
quite a lot of success already before you’ve even released a debut album. How
has that been so far? 


Adam: No of course, we love meeting and speaking to anybody, no matter what
you’re doing and the university papers are just as important as anything else out
there, so thank you for wanting to speak with us really. I mean, success is relative,
yeah, we’ve had successes and things like that, but to the people that we look up to
and we work with, you know, they’re vastly more successful than us and so what we
kind of always say is that it doesn’t matter what achievements you get in this
career, you can always be better. You can always work harder and you should
always strive for that. The next big thing. And that’s kind of what’s kept us pushing
forward and going and yeah, even though the things that we get that you know we
should celebrate, the more we get them it’s a great what’s next sort of thing.  I think
that’s just our work ethic, but it’s nice. It’s nice to have that little bit of gratification
when you get an accolade or something or someone to write up about you or you
end up going to tour the band that you love.


You’ve described older movements such as Northern Soul, exceptional taste,
by the way, in your inspirations as well as kind of newer bands like the
Vaccines, and I was wondering, how do you like to play around with blending
the old and the new together in your music? 


Adam: So what we say is that we’re kind of like a three-way Venn diagram, a little bit
like, you know, the old John Bonham logo. We all have the things that we love and
we all crossover with each other in different ways, but there’s also stuff that we like
that nobody else likes and that little sweet spot in the middle is where the band is
and it’s where our sound comes from. Being able to not be so dialled in on one
influence or another, I think it’s really good, because you need to be open to
influences and new production techniques, and looking backwards at music that
came before modern techniques, that’s where true musicianship is. And I think
looking at those musicians and seeing what they did and how they learned their craft
and how they honed it is more important than just taking the shortcuts that you can do now because music access is so readily available. I grew up listening to Northern
Soul and I would go down the Doc Soul Club and stuff when I turned 18. I’m from the
South, and Northern Soul was massive up north and particularly in London. I mean
I’m from a very working-class city on South Coast, it was a really small subculture
down here, so I kind of learned by hanging around with older people so to speak. But
yeah, it’s just figuring out something you love, and finding a way to make it your own.
We always say you can’t reinvent the wheel. You just can’t. Everything’s been done
before you. All you can do is put a few more spokes on it, and so it’s figuring out a
way to make something you love yours, I guess. 

No, for sure, I find that’s such a good philosophy. I get it because I want to get
into music as well, but it’s always one of those things where I’m like, oh, how
can you possibly come up with anything original? But like, it’s just reworking? 

Adam: Oh yeah, I rip off people all the time like. I do it all the time, but it’s the art of
being a musician and looking at the jazz world, not being pretentious in the fact that
you’ve taken influence from somewhere. If I love a song, I’ll look up the chords and
go oh, that’s interesting because I wouldn’t have thought it was those chords, and I’ll
kind of deconstruct it and play it differently, I have a very unique playing style
because I’m self-taught, so I don’t play properly. So yeah, it’s just making something
your own, and if you do it with enough conviction and passion, then it works. 

I also read that you guys formed as a group while you were at uni, and as most
of the people who read this will be at uni I was just wondering if there’s any
way this has influenced your music or maybe your formation as a band, or if
you have any advice for people that are trying to break into the music industry
coming from university bands
?

Adam: Yeah, I mean, like I think the biggest thing that we took away from it was that
we spent our entire time at uni not being a band, going out and drinking and partying
and doing whatever, and people would always come up to us and be like, alright, so
when you playing your first gig and we were like yeah, soon, soon. It wasn’t until we
both graduated that we thought we probably should start to do this properly. It’s just
using that time more effectively, I guess. But there’s no right or wrong way, and I
think university is such a great melting pot of ideas and different backgrounds, it’s a
chance to take in everything around you. I think if you close yourself off to that,
especially if you want to get into the arts, it’s never going to be that successful
because. you need to understand the people that you’re trying to sell your art to. And
university is designed to be a place where people come together and discuss things
and try things out. It’s a forum for making mistakes, and we’ve made plenty, but
there’s no right or wrong way to do anything. You just have to take a leap of faith.
You just have to go for it, and not be afraid to learn as well, I think is the biggest
thing. If you’re a university student then you obviously have this too, the desire to
learn and better your life in a way where you’re more academic, and I think like that
applies to the arts as well. Like make mistakes, learn from them, develop them, try
things out. And yeah, it’s there’s no, well, wrong really. It’s just trial and error. 

No, for sure. I definitely feel like I’m very grateful for all of the so many
different kinds of people that I’ve met since I’ve been at uni, much more than
you can possibly meet at home. I’m also curious about your new album that’s
coming out in May, a very exciting release. What can we expect from this? Is
there any themes or songs that you particularly enjoy is exploring or writing
while you were creating this? 

Adam: As a band we’ve been through a lot more trauma and pain and really bad
experiences than any other band that we know, and they probably wouldn’t have
survived the amount of stuff we’ve been through. I almost died twice. In the space of
this band’s four-year career, which is mostly in the pandemic, we’ve lost between us
five family members, four of them were mine, and I’ve lost two personal friends in
that short period. It’s been a horrendously tough thing to pull through and keep the
band alive through. If it hadn’t been for each other, then we probably wouldn’t be
here. And the album is kind of reflective of that. It’s reflective of that period, we just
wanted to make an album that spoke to everything we’ve been through. But also, we
didn’t want to make a political album. We didn’t want to do anything like that. The
easy route in music these days is to be a post punk artist or be new wave or
something like that, or be noise rock and we just didn’t want to do that because it’s
just a little bit cliche. We wanted to give people a bit of escapism. We all love
cinema, and we wanted to make an album that had the depth of a cinematic
landscape, and has the elements of a film score in it. Whether it’s a record that you
can put on in the background and ignore, or record that you can listen to and
understand the emotion and pain in it.  So that’s kind of the record. Personally, I
didn’t enjoy writing it because it was about the experiences that we went through.
Every song was like a cathartic experience. ‘Cowboys Don’t Cry’ is a prime example
of that. It was written during a really, really tough period and we rarely play it live,
even though it’s one of the best songs on the album. But we rarely play it live
because it is too emotional sometimes to play, when you understand the backstory
of it and the time it was written. But we’re so proud of this record, it’s like nothing else
out there, it won’t sound like anything you’ve heard.

How would how would you define it then or define your style? 


Adam: I would say it’s cinematic, that’s what I would say. If you think of bands like or
artists like Dan Auerbach from The Black Keys and bands like Black Honey, who are
good friend of ours, and there’s a band called The Blue Stones, they’re amazing, if
you never heard of them, but they’re bands that combine elements of soul and
spaghetti Western soundtracks like Sergio Leone and Morriconi and stuff like that. I
don’t know. I hate having to describe our music. I don’t actually have a definitive
answer. It’s like one of those things, you release music and people go well, what
genre is it?  And we have to say it’s alternative or it’s rock because it’s not like the
days of iTunes where you can put your own genre in. Yeah, it’s weird. All I would say
is, if you like escapism and you like big films, you like being lost in in an art form,
then it’s the album for you, really. Yeah, I mean it’s obviously difficult for us on a in a
live sense, because we can’t just slip into the seam. When we gig and when we tour
it’s very difficult for us to find bands to tour with or gig with because we are basically starting our own thing. We’ve never played a festival like, ever in our in our career,
which blows people’s minds. But it’s because we’ve just always been overlooked for
popular genres, and it doesn’t mean that our gigs aren’t sold out or busy because
they are, it’s just one of those things. I think there’s a lot to be said for our tenacity
and our vision of doing our thing and not wanting to just fit in. 
For good, or for better or for worse, really.

That sounds so exciting, I’ll be listening for sure. I mean, the fact that you’ve
got an album at the end of this after everything you’ve been through is very
impressive.


Adam: Yeah, we owe a lot to Black Honey as a band, especially Chris and Tommy
and Al. Actually, Al played on this record as well. And Izzy, Izzy is great, she’s been
great to me, me and her are very similar. But yeah, Chris and Tommy, particularly
Chris pulled us through all these really bad moments because they produced the
album and they helped work on the songs and things like that. There was a point
where we didn’t know if the band would actually survive, and they kind of sat us
down and went. Absolutely not. You’re doing this record. It’s too good. This song
you’ve written is too good not to go out there. And we’re going to be with you and
we’re going to put all this time and effort into the band with you. And they still do that
to this day, so if anyone reading this is a big fan of Black Honey then they’ll love this
record because there is so many bits and pieces that we nicked from them. There’re
loads of samples from their past albums that we just slapped on there. When we
were making this record, if we couldn’t get the sound effects right, Chris just looked
through his computer and he was like, oh, I’ve got this from the written and directed
album, oh, yeah Carl Barrett recorded this for us, so we’re going to nick that. We’ll
slap that on this album. They pulled us through a lot.

My next question, considering that you said you didn’t enjoy writing the album
you might not enjoy this one, I was just wondering about your writing process
as a band. Is there one of you or is it more of a collective? 


Adam: I’m the songwriter basically, but how we write is I’ll write a song and I’ll send it
to Chris as a voice note, and then me and him sit down on zoom and we kind of
structure it and flesh it out. And then I take it to the boys and we kind of go, right,
here’s the bare bones of the song, what do you think? And then they basically write
their parts into the song. So, it’s kind of both. Gus is an amazing all-round musician
and bass player and he’s playing the bass, and he’s playing lead guitar, which is
amazing. And Tom is incredible drummer who plays for the song. He doesn’t try and
overdo it. He knows when to flare and when to not and that’s a really rare thing to
find in a drummer. We bring the skeleton into a room and then they put the flesh on
the bones so to speak. And the songs sound the way they do because of our
individual input in it. You know, if there’s a baseline already in the song and Gus
goes oh, I kind of like that but I could develop it, I might do this instead. It’s a very
collaborative process in that regard, but it all starts in my weird little brain.

Yeah, I’m guessing that’s how you get all the cool little unique influences you
were talking about. And then we kind of covered this a little bit earlier with that you saying everything you’ve been through in the last years, but I was just wondering what shapes you as a band? 


Adam: I think the biggest thing is our experience at life, I guess. We’re all in our 20s
and we’ve been through a lot, and I think those experiences shape you and mold you
into somebody you weren’t before. Particularly the grief, the amount of grief that
we’ve been through, both personal and collective, you feel each other’s pain and
understand when they need space and when they need support. I always say that
with grief, you never actually lose it. You never stop grieving for someone, you just
grow around that. So, the grief stays the same, you just become a bigger person,
and I think that has a major part in it because it’s a continual state, particularly when
you lose loved ones and you lose close friends. We’ve always had each other’s
backs and we always support each other no matter what. When people have said,
oh, I’m quitting this job because I want to focus on the band, but it means I’m going
to be more skint, you’re like OK, man, whatever you need. It’s the experience that
that defines us as a band, being able to roll with the punches of each other. You
know, sometimes being autistic I lose my shit on tour over the smallest thing, I’ll calm
down, I’ll apologize, but without the boys understanding how my brain works, then
that could quite easily explode into a major argument. It’s just it’s understanding each
other and being earnest and honest and authentic. We don’t walk out on stage like
we’re hot shit, we just walk out on stage like three people that make music and if
people dig it and they enjoy it that’s all that matters.


It sounds like you guys have something really special there with you with all of
you. 


Adam: We try, we try, you know, nothing’s perfect but perfection is imperfect. There
is no such thing as being perfect. There is imperfection in everything, and it’s about
embracing them and understanding that. But music is one of the best forms of the
arts to do that. 


It is, yeah, for sure. Anytime I want to have a big cry, I just put on my sad
playlist


Adam: Exactly. Like, you know, I met someone recently who genuinely said they
didn’t like music, and I was like, well, what do you, what do you listening to? And
they’re like I listen to podcasts and I just said that’s crazy. But yeah, I guess it’s just
experience and things like that and trying to live out your experience in musical form

It’s clear there’s no slowing down for this genre-bending powerhouse of a trio;
starting off the marks with such an eclectic sound and a stream of success under
their belts already, the future is looking bright on the highway to stardom. Don’t miss
out on the frenzy of their highly anticipated debut album ‘What You’ve Got to Lose to
Win It All
’, streaming on the 17th May.

Let’s Get Messy: Olivia Dean Takes on Leeds

My experience seeing Olivia Dean live for the first time as a first-time concert photographer.

Written by Ruby Dean, edited by Millie Cain.

Olivia Dean returned to Leeds last Friday night at our very own Stylus, in the University of Leeds Union building, her first time since the launch show of her debut album, ‘Messy’, at Brudenell in July of 2023. The neo-soul singer-songwriter took on Leeds as the second date of her sold-out tour across the UK and Europe, to an excitable crowd of girls like me,matched in jeans and ribbons to complement the relaxed jazz-pop music of Olivia’s chilled out style. The singer first came to Leeds to perform at The Wardrobe, and so her return has been much awaited by fans, especially since her last few shows have been at the celebrated Coachella in California.

Image Credit: Ruby Dean

For me, this was my first chance at seeing her live, one which was much anticipated, though was not an opportunity I expected in the way that it happened. Unlike most other attendees, I embarked as a photographer rather than only a spectator of the gig. I arrived early, with only my leather jacket and camera bag, packed with the various lenses I may need, and headed to the front of the queue to inform the staff that I was in fact on the guest list, as a photographer. Giddy, and nervous, it was my first time ever photographing a real-life gig. I’d been limited to school plays, open mic nights and subjecting my friends to portraits, but here I was, being handed my very own photo-pass at the front of the line. 

‘I’m sure you know the drill, but I’ll go over it anyway’.

I nodded, and smiled, standing a little straighter in response to actually being taken seriously.

‘The first three songs of each set, and just make your way down to the pit.’ 

Imposter syndrome materialises even harder when you haven’t done something before, though I tried to look convincing as I made my way down the stairs, guided by the kind and helpful staff who explained where I would be, and how I was allowed to stay in the pit to photograph both Olivia and her supporting artist, Aby Coulibaly, for only 3 songs of each set. I would have felt overwhelmed if I hadn’t been so excited. Only a week ago I was desperately joining Facebook groups, scanning for last minute tickets, and here I was, with my weighty camera around my neck, passing the girls at the barrier to instead move in front of it.

 A group of people looking up at a stage

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Image Credit: Ruby Dean

It’s funny how we consume music so aurally in our day-to-day lives, often listening alone, in our bedrooms or on the bus, or letting our songs play behind chatter at dinners with friends or in bars. Yet at a concert, all our senses are suddenly engaged: the flashing colours of the lights, the sticky floors under trainers, moving through a crowd of bumping bodies and removing your jumper with the heat of it all. I found all of this became elevated as I captured this experience through the lens. The giggling of girls against the barrier as they anticipate the artist they’ve been queuing hours to see, or the relief of cold water from the bar as it hits the back of your throat, is as much the experience of a concert as the artist themselves. As were my hands on the cold body of my camera, trying to make myself look busy and important in between my own fangirling of the stage (and taking my BeReal as discreetly as possible).  

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Image Credit: Ruby Dean

Warming the room before Olivia was Aby Coulibaly, a Lucan-born singer-songwriter joining Olivia for the full-length of her UK/Europe tour. Immediately warm and ignited with a joyful energy, Aby took to the stage with confidence. Dressed only simply, in cargos and a ‘Billionaire Boys Club’ hoodie, with only herself and her DJ, Aby immediately captured the audience as she asked them how they were feeling about Olivia, grinning at their cheers of delight before she began her first song. Aby opened with the astrologically titled song ‘Taurus’, one of the most popular songs in her discography. Whilst capturing her ease onstage, I too found myself nodding along to the steady beat of the music, grinning like the audience as Aby’s smooth vocals dipped into a self-assured rap, and at her engaging facial expressions as she immersed herself in the music. With ‘Still’, Aby had the crowd chanting the titling lyric back at her and joined them in a steady two-step to her music.

 

Image Credit: Ruby Dean

To my delight, Aby’s team kindly permitted me to stay in the pit for her whole set, which grew more emotional as Aby revealed the struggles she faces with her skin condition, and the antibiotics she had to take had some not-so-nice side effects. She shared her response to these pharmaceuticals through her latest single ‘Big Pharma (Withdrawal)’, which was impactful and beautifully sung. Aby then took a seat at the front of the stage for a song called ‘Rewind’, which she vulnerably noted to be about the loss of her dad and wanting to go back in time. Despite the shift in energy, Aby remained just as in touch with the crowd, as there was a respectful hush throughout the song. Even I abandoned my camera for a minute, pausing to let Aby sing, taking a seat in front of the barrier, and partaking in the admiration for her performance.

Aby is set to support Coldplay in Dublin this summer and is someone I would really recommend catching live if you are able to, or at least tuning into her music. Her live presence is so genuinely warm and glowing, that she feels almost like a friend onstage, sharing her stories through music. 

Image Credit: Ruby Dean

Waiting for Olivia, the crowd was buzzing. I could feel it as I adjusted my camera’s settings once more, cleaning my lens and chatting to the other photographers who entered the pit. The butterflies in my stomach re-materialised as what was at first two of us, became seven; photographers who were sent by magazines or the promoters themselves, when there I was, simply of my own volition and good luck. 

‘How long have you been doing it?’ asks the kind Gary, the photographer who I’d shared the space with during Aby’s set. 

‘I’ve done the odd thing here and there, though nothing as big as this! Mostly plays and musicals, and smaller local bands.’

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I’m ashamed to admit that I didn’t have the heart to confess my novelty to the scene. Though I wasn’t lying, the last time I photographed a musical was back in secondary school, and when he lists venues such as Oporto, The Wardrobe, Hyde Park Book Club, I can only meekly respond with a ‘sort-of’ as I think of the one open-mic I went to, where I photographed my friend and her band. Though I was proud of the photos at the time (and am still!), it feels far too diminutive in comparison to his slot at the Arena, taking photos of Dua Lipa a few years back. So I smile, and I nod, and I swallow and pray that the light is forgiving enough that I’ll come away from the show with photos and experience I can take pride in. 

When the lights go dark, the room is ready, and I am erupting into joy as Olivia and her band make their way to the stage. The gently ambient and otherworldly intro to ‘UFO’ plays to open the show, as Olivia stands in the middle of the stage in a beautiful yellow sleeveless mini dress, framed by her gorgeous hair and gesturing elegantly to the crowd. My anxieties melt away. It was magical. The full ensemble delighted the audience as they accompanied Olivia – her keyboardist, drummer, saxophonists and horn players, guitar, and bass. Olivia moved naturally with the music- she danced if she were outside, as if the sky was bright blue around us and we were in the open air instead of in the dark and limited Stylus. A person singing on stage

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As she transitioned to an old favourite, ‘Ok Love You Bye’, I felt myself enthralled all over again. The line between professional and fan grew blurred as I could not resist from singing along to the song which first introduced me to Olivia as an artist, back in 2019. The pink and purple hues of the lights, the volume of the music right before my eyes, as if I could touch it – there was no other feeling. Olivia is truly a performer, dancing on stage, spinning and falling into the beat of the drums, the trills of the saxophones. I couldn’t stop smiling. I couldn’t have asked for a better view, nor a more thrilling opportunity to put my photography skills to the test.

She greets the crowd before her third song, the titling track of her debut ep ‘Echo’, after which I am ushered out of the pit with my camera but permitted to enjoy the rest of the concert. Here I put my kit away, in awe of the music I have just been able to enjoy in a way I have never experienced. Music which will now live on in my memory through the photos I have taken of it. She continues to play a selection of favourites, both old and new. From the self-empowering ‘Be My Own Boyfriend’ to the reflective and mournful ‘What Am I Gonna Do on Sundays?’ and ‘Everybody’s Crazy’, each song comes naturally to everybody, embracing each lyric and each rhythm with steady swaying or jumping around. There are couples, students, groups of girls and parents, so many people from different places, here for the same reason. I love that about music, and I love how you get to see it at concerts, everybody brought together by their individual connections to the same thing. 

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Unfortunately, my 5-foot-3-self found some difficulty in fully accessing sight of the stage throughout the rest of the show, and so I believe the beautiful rendition of ‘Everybody’s Crazy’ occurred with Olivia alone, at the piano, but though I didn’t quite see her, the crowd appreciated her honest commentary on the difficulty playing in such high boots! 

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For me, it was the closing of the show which touched a special place in my heart, in its final four tracks.  Returning to the beginning of her journey, Olivia played her debut single ‘Reason to Stay’, reminding me and the audience of how far she’s come since 2019, as a Brit School graduate singing backup for Rudimental. This followed onto ‘The Hardest Part’, which, as Olivia herself noted, was the song which she found connected her to a whole new multitude of people, the one which people truly resonated with and brought her closer to her listeners as an artist. This one was the most special to me, taking me back to the reluctant losses of people I’d had to leave behind, alongside embracing the unavoidable nature of growing up. 

Pray that things won’t change/ but the hardest part is, you’re realising/maybe I, maybe I/ain’t the same,’ Olivia sings to the crowd, and we sing with her.

Carmen’ is the penultimate track, about Olivia’s grandmother who moved from Guyana at only 18 to start a new life for herself, as part of the Windrush generation. It brings a beautiful energy to the room, and you can see it in Olivia’s eyes as she sings that this one is important, and a story that needs to be shared for its significance, for her grandmother’s strength and bravery. The space is alive, a celebration of family and music and courage, all dancing with unfettered smiles. And when Olivia announces the final track of the night, the romantic and uplifting single ‘Dive’, I too think of my family, of my mum in our kitchen back home, this song radiating from her ‘Great Girls’ playlist through our speakers, or in the car after a day trip into a new city. 

I couldn’t have had a better first experience of concert photography, being able to capture an artist I not only admire so much, but whose songs have soundtracked so many sections of my life. I purchased a poster to celebrate the occasion, which now hangs above my bed as a souvenir of the moment. A souvenir of witnessing the music, the art, and the people, live in an experience that will live on in my photos, and in my mind, forever.

Liam Gallagher & John Squire: Live Hometown Show

Written & Edited by Millie Cain.

The high ceilings of 02 Apollo seemed to shake with anticipation as the middle aged Gallagher haircut and Stone Island youth army stomped their feet and howled some form of football chant awaiting the arrival of two Manchester legends. But first, they swayed, their £7.50 pints trembling in the wake of one, rather introverted, quite polite man, as Jake Bugg took to the stage to support the new alliance of aged Britpop stars.

Bugg has never changed, perhaps that’s why he’s so beloved, or maybe it’s his absolutely stacked discography of modern indie classics. The crowd was packed, we’d warily eyed up the queue that snaked the whole way down the street hours before, especially since their shouts could be heard from Picadilly. Wearing plain black with a single blue spotlight and an acoustic guitar, Bugg commanded the din, yet couldn’t tame the electric buzz that comes with hometown shows. Breaking into hits such as “Seen It All” and “Slumville Sunrise” he proved his own talent as a single performer on acoustic to not only fill such a huge space, but charm even the most raucous crowd. While not the chattiest, his songs speak for themselves and I was pleasantly surprised to hear a new song of Bugg’s that hadn’t already been pummelled, drained and dried out daily by Radio X. We were eager, leaning forwards, as if we could taste the new material. What it promises is his classic, instant charm with original sound. Bugg, predictably, finished off his set with “Two Fingers” and “Lightning Bolt”, to deafening roars from the crowd as they clambered on top of each other and chanted along, louder than any band Bugg could have at his back. He wound the crowd up, shook the bottle and ran, nodding his head in thanks and clearing off stage while fans screamed and hands tore through the air. 

Backdropped by the sound of George Harrison’s ‘Ski-ing’, Gallagher’s silhouette reached the stage first to belted out cries of “Liam, Liam, Liam” baying for their parka-monkey leader, donned in his finest long waterproof coat to protect him from the beer sweat of 3500 people staring right back at him – but let’s remember this is light work for the former Oasis frontman, and for The Stone Roses’ lead guitarist who followed Gallagher onto stage. The pairing is any Britpop dad’s wet dream and they genuinely delivered what they would all hope for. Unlike Squire’s former fellow bandmate Ian Brown who shocked and generally disappointed audiences with his run of shows last year, Squire and Gallagher made sure these fans got their 75 quid’s worth and left nothing to spare. 

Opening with the album’s lead single “Just Another Rainbow” the funky drums and irresistible bassline led into a track that amped up their audience, who already knew every word, and as Gallagher cruised around the stage, mouthing ‘I love you’ under the spiralling colourful lights, Squire held longer, technical solos, showing off undeniable talent and experience. The brightness of the colourful stage was blinding, as was Gallagher’s pure confidence, obviously, we expect nothing less than his decades old arrogance, with a slightly mellowed edge as he’s really learnt into family life – even recently announcing son Gene’s new band Villanelle will be supporting him on his upcoming sold out UK tour. 

The Wheel’ brought an almost hypnotic moment, a slower, winding track, with a sea of palms raised. The track slowly built, snakelike in its power, as the lights span and yet Squire stood forward, cool and collected, as if he wasn’t holding thousands of people in the calluses of his fingers. In a sound reminiscent of ‘Dig Out Your Soul’ era Oasis, ‘I Love You Forever’ was a more fluid moment in the set. There’s a certain degree of respect that had to be felt on that stage, and it was surprising but nice to see Liam take a step back and allow Squire and his bandmates to shine. Drummer, Joey Waronker, and keyboardist, Christian Madden were both on raised platforms, and Gallagher frequently would wander off stage and just allow these musicians to have their own moment in longer instrumental sections. 

Of course, Gallagher can only be kept at bay for so long, before delving into ‘I’m So Bored’ he stirred up the footy casuals by loudly sharing his love for his beloved Man City, then allowed the crowd to squirm as he launched into a more critical track. An almost Trainspotting soliloquy of a song that calls out the middle aged crisis and their own generation of ageing rock stars, there’s a feeling of pushing back against imagined confinement and its clear from both Squire and Gallagher’s solo careers that they will continue pushing on and rinsing every avenue open to them as long as it keeps them onstage, doing what they love. Seems to be working out, with their run of tour dates completely selling out and extra dates being added due to phenomenal demand. 

For crowd favourite ‘Liverpool To Mars’, there was an awakening in the room and a collective intake of breath before launching into song alongside the band. There were tiny kids in the crowd alongside up to 2 generations of families still stretching up and standing together in a real shining moment.  

For their final song, loud boos echoed and the crowd then went into chanting in honour of Squire, as they marched into ‘Raise Your Hands’, with a long dedication to. ironically, the former boxer Ricky Hatton. Gallagher waved maracas and a tambourine along, and he stepped aside to allow Squire to lead in this finality, there was a serious feeling on the stage that the presence of 2 giants in this genre to share a stage, share a creativity and together form a sound that allowed their own pasts to transcend but also bring a refreshing new hope to their music. Waving away the crowd, volleying a tambourine up onto a young boy on the balcony and wandering off into the red fog of the stage, the crowd twitched anxiously waiting for their encore. There was a hushed feeling in the room, shared hopes and prayers that maybe, just maybe they’ll play ‘Wonderwall’ but alas, they were sated with a surprising cover of classic ‘Jumping Jack Flash’ by The Rolling Stones – leaning into their own influences before them, and taking one last look at the gleaming eyes boring into them, Gallagher and Squire gave us a wave, and said goodbye, at least for now.